Time and memory

Been thinking so much about time and consciousness lately.


I have all these memories of my parents, childhood, being a young parent.


Memories are specific.  You let most of them fall away.  Only the ones that are somehow meaningful to you rise to the surface.


They are sensory, like a candy you roll around in your mouth, tasting each subtle flavor, making it last.


Others cause pain and regret,  "coming back to haunt you."


But I realize, when I am gone, these will be gone, too.


These incidents in consciousness that I think have a huge solidity, a life of their own, will simply no longer be.  There will be no one to return to them.


The only way to pass them on is to tell someone who more or less cares and might then share them with someone else and even then, it is only an approximation.


Or to write, paint, sculpt, write a song about what that moment in time was for you.


Several months before he died, a friend of mine described lying in a hotel room in Hawaii, quite a few floors up, the tradewinds blowing over him through both of the windows.


He said it was so beautiful, that he was so peaceful.


I put myself in his place for a moment and knew, by his tone of voice, that he was experiencing bliss and no-time, wonder and joy, the sweetness of existence.


I think of this often.  It comforts me, and I share a little of his existence again, the sweet part, and I am so glad he felt this way and shared it with me.


I have no conclusion to this piece, just the ephemeral nature of life and memory-


sweet, painful, grateful and sad all at once.

Healing colds and viruses

Once in a awhile, we catch a virus or cold.  I have been working on curing mine.  Before you go to sleep, or while lying around, try this visualization-


Close your eyes and begin to breathe.  Notice the symptoms of your illness.  Now, go into your body and push the symptoms and the virus out of your body and into your aura.


Picture it leaving your body and going into the 2 or 3 feet around your body.   Do this with the front of your body, the sides, the back, above your head to below your feet.


This can be pretty instantaneous or take some time.  Next push the symptoms and virus out of your aura in the same way. Visualize the membrane of your aura and push the virus out of your aura with a pop!   Do this at the back of your body, sides, front and above your head and below your feet.  Do both processes a few times.


Now, bring in golden healing from above your head and begin to fill your body with it.  Let it fill your feet, your legs, your lower body.  Bring in more light and fill your lungs, picturing them clean and clear,  the area around your heart, your bronchial area, clean and clear.  Move on up and fill your throat, your glands, your nose  and sinuses with the golden, honey- colored light.  Let every cell absorb the light, every cell becoming full with perfect health.


Then let the light fill your aura with health and strengthen the membrane around you so it is impervious to any other imbalance out there.


You can do this numerous times.  You might fall asleep while doing it- that's good.


Of course, take your various remedies or doctor- prescribed antidotes, too.


If you have a fever, become one with the fever and visualize it burning out the imbalance.  But don't let it get too high.


So, this will hopefully speed up the process of getting well and returning to good health. 


Til next time,   Lia