The other day I was walking. I felt a little dizzy, but kept on. I was on a path with no one, without my phone, when my knees buckled, and all of a sudden, I didn't know where I was or who I was. I was passing out.
I had the feeling that if I passed out, I wouldn't wake up. I also thought, suddenly, practically, " No one is going to find you out here for a long while."
So I sucked it up, started breathing slowly and took baby steps all the way home.
I made it, then started shaking violently. My husband finally said, "Why don't you drink one of those sports drinks?"
I did(2) and avoided going to the hospital. The next morning I went to the doctor. Diagnosis: low blood sugar.
Now I have to work with this and find a balance, which I am doing.
What did this teach me? To eat regularly, protein and whole grains, etc. But mainly "Take your phone" and take something sugary to eat along for emergencies. And my brother told me, If you feel as if you are going to pass out, get down on the ground- prevents worse injury. Thought I would pass that one along to you.
It's the first time I experienced not knowing who or where I was. I feel like I have been conscious since before I was born.
Ironic that we all strive to be conscious when we already are.
We just have to realize it and wake up. I really got how good this life is- had a moment looking around when it was very clear.
Then, in the middle of the night, I also received the insight, THIS IS Heaven on Earth, right here, right now.
We create struggles to learn, but sometimes we really don't have to.
Since this experience I also have entertained the thought that this life is all there might be. So hold on and live now.
How, then to explain my communication with guides and messages from people no longer here?
I do believe there is a large soup of cosmic consciousness made up of people living now and the consciousness of people who are no longer here, and that there probably are other dimension or planes of existence that don't follow our linear time.
I think we can tap into this consciousness and perhaps tap into our own DNA, memories from other times or dimensions.And, of course, we tap into our own subconscious, too.
Hey, more things on heaven and earth than we can know. But we will be in another form someday, very different from this one.
My mother came to me during this time and said "Your health crisis is over, honey." Actually she called me a nickname I hadn't remembered in years. The tone of voice was just right, too.
And thank you, Universe, for this sort of like a near-death experience. Hey, I only need one, though!
So, in sharing this, I'm thinking there might be some information you need here. I have spoken to a few other women and men who feel they have had some similiar symptoms when jogging, etc.
So, here's to managing our health and hanging around for awhile!